Through The Forest Of Thoughts

It was a fateful winter night The stars all fell that night And the night sky glittered Bathed in the light of  a million galaxies We all wished for them to stay While we were there on our rooftops with our 3 am partners  Wishing that all will stay As it is But times change and they change us as well The rooftops are empty today they are filled with despair And we are all lost In our own thoughts of love We try to be strong when our hearts are broke and memories of that night flood our minds A lonely star falls And we wish upon it For that lost night to return.

The voices in my head They scream and protest Of the man I've become I too was once free And happy as any man But at some point Darkness crept inside Of my hollow self Burrowing through my heart And creeping into my soul Eating away all my happiness And then just leave me With nothing inside It left just darkness And took my light away. Now I'm broken Looking for a sliver of light In this darkness To take me back to the brightness I stand here alone To be taken Ether by the light Or by the darkness.

There is this story that has been told throughout the ages the story of good and bad, how bad always lose and how good is always the triumphant, we are always taught that you have to be good, you have to be the good that is left in this world that is consumed by greed and envy, but not every story has a happy ending, not every story has that hero who is good and is supposed to win no matter what, sometimes good loses the fight against evil...     Someday it might happen that all the good in the world will go away all the good in the world will just cease to exist and there will be evil all around you, what will you do then all your life you have learned that good will always triumph, but when all good goes away who will remain to carry on that message...    That day you will have to choose between the light and the dark as we all have dark & light inside us, what matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are...

I just want to give up, not because I'm not happy or because life is not going in the right direction, but maybe because it's becoming hard to pretend that I care, it's hard to pretend that I have forgotten that feeling that I once had(still have) for you, for life, for everyone, maybe it was not meant to be this way, maybe I took a wrong turn, maybe the path I choose was not meant for me maybe it was not all right to just let go of everything, maybe I was not meant for the things I do....     I still remember those days when I used to happy not facking it but in fact, really happy, emotionally stable may be a little mad at heart, but still happy that I was alive(Yes you read it right), now I feel like I'm not alive, it's like something inside me has died something has extinguished the flame that used to keep me alive, used to keep me happy...        But sometimes I feel like maybe everything that has happened so far, maybe the flame was there jus...

You are noble You are just You are a hero You are a champion Never let people Tell you otherwise They will try To break your will To melt your heart That's made of steel They will tell you That you are not enough That you don't deserve What you are But, never let that small talk Break you down Never let anybody To take away your crown You are, what you are Meant to be Not more nor less Just the right.

It lies in the corner Broken and torn Crushed by your lies Praying to be saved You still won't come Even after I tried And cried and broke Myself apart for you My heart it lies Still craving your love Crying and trying To get you back But you are far away In a place where I can't go So far from me So close to the stars.

In the valley of souls We will meet again At the same place Under the old oak When our dreams are fulfilled And all paths are travelled When we are at the end of the road Where all paths converge In the valley of souls We will sing The unsung songs About forgotten dreams As we travel Along the last path As the path leads To that last dream

Someday in the future I will for sure Hold it in my hand Let it softly ablaze A light in your empty heart. You remained silent And left me a kiss Pained and hurt I nodded my heart Your life flickered like a light It was so sad The desire to see you again Is so pure it makes me weep The fireflies have flown off Into the summer sky Never to return...